I do not like unclearness. I need to be sure what I am going to do for the next day, even for the next hour, which is why the weather during a last couple of days has been driving me crazy. I wake up into a sunny day, and my day continues cloudily, but hot at the same time. I close my day by shaking because of the cold. Or the exact opposite happens. Well, this weather really cause me to have different identities, and reveal them in just one day, because of this my boyfriend is about to gone mad.
Yesterday, I and my boyfriend were talking with my sister on Skype. I do not know how it did happen, but we started to talk about my reaction to different weathers, and my boy friend, Utku started to talk about how I can become a totally different person in seconds because of the weather. He told my sister that “I go upstairs, and it starts to rain, and I go back to down stairs, and I find a rainy person like weather. I do not know why she just started to cry when it started to rain”. Well, I do not know either, and I did not know that I was making my boyfriend crazy, since he dies not know how to react me. According to him, in just one day I can be so nice, and so mean, and it confuses him. The worst part for him, I always blame him, if I am not in the goo mood. I told him to blame the weather in here. He just looked at me and said that “Ok, I will talk to God, and ask him (I always imagined God as a he, don’t judge me) to arrange the weather condition according to your best interest, Ok”. It was very funny actually to hear something like that as a response to my silly excuse to my unbalanced behaviors, and it was warning call to me. From now on, I will try to do everything not to make my boyfriend crazy.
Hi Eda,
ReplyDeleteI enjoyed reading your posts--it's gloomy today, so I know what you mean about rain. Fortunately, we don't have too many rainy days here. I also saw it as interesting how some of your blog posts influenced your personal academic essay. I saw some interesting connections.