Some days, well in my case, some weeks are really hard to get over. I mean, this week, and it has not even finished yet, I have been struggling with so many annoying things. First, my teeth started to kill me. I am twenty three years old, and I have never felt a this kind of pain in my entire life. It was really weird though. My toothache has its own journey, and I call it “how to be a bad toothache”.
The first pain came really slowly; I did not even realize that I was going to be in a horrible situation because of this tiny, annoying pain. Actually, it was not even a real pain. You know, sometimes you just feel that something bothers you some much, but it does that so sneaky, and it just hunts you so suddenly. My pain exactly started like that. I thought it was not big of a deal, I could have wait until June, and after I would go back to Turkey, I could go to a dentist, but something unexpected happen, and it changed my week.
The second level of my pain was manageable, yet it was bad. I mean real bad. The most annoying part of this step was this: when I was doing nothing, it was not that bad, but whenever I started to do something such as studying which is my whole life, my pain started to reveal its ugly face to me so badly. I mean, it was something on purpose, I felt the anger, I responded it. It was a call for war to me, and I and my toothache became enemies just in a couple of minutes.
For the first time in my life, I experienced evil face of war. It was not easy, since I had a really strong enemy. It was fearless, angry, and wild. It did not even think about before it caused harm to me. It started to affect my ear. Oh my poor ear, I can still hear its call for help. It just whispered the pain that it felt into my brain, that pain echoed in my head again, and again. I had to do the next move, which is why I asked for a support, and a helpful dentist sent me antibiotics to defeat my enemy. Guess who won this war?
My toothache felt the cold taste of loosing, and now I am waiting to go back to Turkey to put an end of my source of this bad toothache: my toothJ. That is why, this is not an exact victory to me, but trust me, I will have the victory; I am going to bring peace into my mouthJ
OUCH! I feel your pain, I dislike toothaches very much... good luck in your conquest & enjoy your time in Turkey!
ReplyDeleteI know you wrote this a while ago, but I'm just getting a chance to read some entries. I have had toothaches like that before and forgot about how it affects your ear. My teeth almost started hurting in sympathy! You did a great job describing what it feels like.
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