It has been a long time since I have wrote something. I mean, I have been writing a lot as a graduate student majoring in English. What I mean is that it has been a long time that I have not wrote anything for myself. I think today is a great day to write again. It is a great day, since it is Valentine's day.
I am not a person who loves to but presents or receive present on Valentine's day, since to me, spending money kills the spirit of this day. However, this does not mean that you should not do anything for someone special. Everybody has a personal way to express their feelings, emotions. This is the reason why I am writing today, since it my way to express myself, to say the things that I repeat in my head over and over again. Today, I am writing for my someone special; I am writing from my heart to his. I hope that he will also feel the warmth that I feel in my heart right now.
"Difficult Victory". This is the meaning of my someone special's name in English. Do you believe that names also reflects people' characters? Well I do, because my special someone proved it to me. I am not going to tell you a story like you see in the movies or read in the books. My story is may be pretty ordinary, but still it has its own magic for me and my someone special; it has its own obstacles, difficulties that me and my someone special have overcame. It is a my story with my someone special with ordinary obstacles in life.
His parents, my parents, his school, my school, distance (not different cities, different continents for two years) and so on. We have gone through so much together; we were sad together; we were happy together; we cried, laughed, scared together. We felt everything you can imagine together. We still do. These obstacles never end I guess. When you think you dealt with something, another thing comes in your way. But, you should love these obstacles like you love your someone special, since without these obstacles we could not have a relationship like we have today.
I must say that we have lost each other for a long time. I mean we were together physically, yet we were not feeling each other. We spent two years in different continents, and I can say that I have never felt that he was not with me. But, for the last one year, we were living in the same place, but I lost him, and he lost me. We were lost in life; we were lost in our relationship; our love was lost. But, life. It does its magic all the time. If it is meant to be, you always find a way to your someone special, and I did. And he found his way back to me. We found each other again like we did four years ago.
It is hard to find someone special, and it hard to make it work. But, whenever you feel that it is not going to work, if that person is really your someone special, you will always find a way back to each other. If it is meant to be, it will be. Do not ever forget this.
I LOVE YOU MY SOMEONE SPECIAL, HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY:)
